Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid's Tale and Me
Imagine a 24 year old Catherine in an emerald green dress.
It was the 90s and I was young, and I was in a competition to win a job teaching English at a beautiful private high school on Vancouver Island in Canada. Six other teachers applied, and we were asked to teach a sample lesson to a year 12 class with members from the English Department judging our performance from the back of the room.
I taught an excerpt from Margaret Atwood’s The Handmaid’s Tale.
Out of seven of us, I got the job.
Then glance back, ten years earlier, in Saskatchewan: Catherine at 14. Long brown hair, sitting by myself in a tiny country school library, figuring out love. I’d found a book of poetry, with one line that read:
And for some reason, my heart connected with Margaret Atwood’s words. Over the years I’ve read every book Atwood has written. I’ve taught her poems.
We share a publisher — Penguin Books. I wrote my own novel inspired by my favourite Atwood poem, “Siren Song.”
Last week, I listened to her speak in Sydney, my home for the past 23 years. The week before that, on a rainy Tuesday, I found a letter from her in my mailbox, soaking wet, encouraging me in my writing career.
I dried it carefully and framed it on my study wall.
I’m writing all of this to say we have no idea what will become of us.
If I could tell that 14 year old girl in the country school that I would be Australian, she wouldn’t have believed me. Or an author? She would have wanted that, but probably not had any idea how she would do such a thing.
But let’s get to the interesting part: you.
What wonderful thing don’t you know about your own future?
Though my worried mind often turns otherwise, I like to ask myself this:
To you, to me.
What is the best thing?
The best is possible. Life brings us unbelievable gifts, and pain, and lessons…and joy. If we’re lucky, we even fulfil a dream or two.
I like to believe the best is yet to come. I hope you do, too.
Let’s love our age,
Catherine x